Return of the Blog

Hooray!.....this marks my return back to blogging.

I havn't been blogging for quite a LONG time....mainly because I recieved this really soulful message from a stranger. She told me how important it is to keep one's life in secrecy. I agreed with her. If you told everyone everything, then those who are manipualtive and deceiptful will take it to your advantage.

But I don't care anymore. I have to many boiled up things. My life already contains to much holding back. I need to clarify.

And until further notice, I've decided not to go out and have fun until Uni starts. I can't afford to waste so much time. I can't afford it. Going out is good and stuff, but being in what trade I am proposing to do, you don't get much knowledge hanging about and doing the usual stuff. As friends, I hope you all understand. I've already wasted too much of my life.

I've gone through this decision for quite a while. I need self discipline. I need to learn. I need to know. To grow. So as of this moment, Ray is now a boring boy who stays at home. *sigh.....* as it would seem so.

I think of this as Big Brother. Isolated in a building, and you see what I get up to. Except, I am Big Brother, I filter out stuff (with that secrecy thing still there).